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[21 Sep 2008|09:53am] |
Friends Only
Comment to be added.
xoxo
-R
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[20 Sep 2008|10:24pm] |
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Im making this friends only within the next couple of days.....
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[20 Sep 2008|07:52pm] |
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Venom gives me mad mood swings.
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[18 Sep 2008|03:02pm] |
Sometimes I wish I had a friend that would come sit with me, go through my makeup box and play dress up. I'm such a child.
When I was little, my Mom would buy us these gaudy, over the top dresses that she would find at garage sales or thrift stores. I remember 80s visions of lace or satin in bright shades of lemon or lime. My sisters & would dress up & fight over who would wear the "best dresses."
I think it would be so fun to drink a ridiculous amount of wine & martinis while doing this.
Makeup + gowns x alcohol + camera = memories.
I'll probably just do it by myself.
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[17 Sep 2008|05:34pm] |
I can't wait to get out of work.
I've been obsessing all day about running.
I want to run until Im on the verge of passing out.
Should be fun.
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[16 Sep 2008|12:37pm] |
You know what? Fuck the misery business. I'm done.
I have a great group of friends that I could count on to always have my back.
I have a boy at home who tells me he loves me daily.
I have a wonderful family.
I have a job (that while shitty) pays alright.
Im good.
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[14 Sep 2008|02:30am] |
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Im tired of triflin' ass fools!
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[11 Sep 2008|12:57pm] |
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Work is cancelled tomorrow. I think it's kind of funny because it's obvious that the hurricane isn's coming this way. But any excuse to be off is appreciated. Really appreciated. Unfortunately, Richie is working like a dog tomorrow for his slave owners. So I guess Ill battle the rain and wind alone. Meh.
I've been melodramatic lately. It kinda needs to stop. I'm over it. I'm over alot of stuff, actually.
Today is the perfect beach day. Sighhh.
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[10 Sep 2008|06:31pm] |
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When do you call it a day?
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[09 Sep 2008|08:31am] |
It's 8:36 and today already sucks.
I woke up w/ a sore throat, swollen glands & the capability to breathe out of only one nostril. I havent been sick in a while, but I knew this was going around. I hope I can kick it in a few days. I need soup. I was going to have some peppermint tea this morning, but I couldnt find it, bummer. Last nite I didn't do much. Richie came home after class & we decided to grab Subway. We watched an ep of Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia. Great show.
The only good thing to come out of Ike is that maybe I wont have to be at work for day. But I doubt it.
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[09 Sep 2008|07:11am] |
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[08 Sep 2008|10:36pm] |
OTH is SO. BAD.
Lucas (monotone) : Oh my God...
Lack of feeling much? Chad is sucha bad actor.
Alas, I still love my LP. The beginning scenes were squee!worthy.
I kinda changed the channel for anything else.
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[06 Sep 2008|06:35pm] |
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So right before Im about to move home again, my parents have to get into their quarterly marital rift. I wish my mother understood that I am her daughter, not her friend. I know she is starved for someone to talk to, but some things I don't want to know or deal with. I hate my parents for being so fucked up sometimes.
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[06 Sep 2008|02:32pm] |
Last nite was good. I saw old faces, familiar faces and all that jazz.
Some 'female cling on' of some guy I used to talk to, kept mad dogging me. But its all good. Cause she had ugly tattoos & wore converse high tops that went up to her knee. Good times.
I might go out tonite. Not too sure.
I bought two cute dresses at Forever 21. le sigh. I love to shop, I just don't love being poor. Tears!
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[05 Sep 2008|02:11pm] |
I feel like we finally closed the book on interlopers invading our lives. So relieved. Richie came back w/ a new attitude that I like. I don't know if I mentioned that...probably. This weekend is going to be amazing. I'm banking on it. Tonite Im having girl time w/ my favorite ladies. Plus Im going shopping <3 Tomorrow, much of the same. &Sunday is an "us" day. Thrifting. Art. Books. Dinner. Movie. le sigh.
Speaking of art--I think Im going to pick up supplies this weekend so I can get down with it. I also need to start packing/labeling my things and start moving them to my mother's. One step at a time. Oh! Next week Nicole is having her Alice in Wonderland bday at Escala! Tres excited. She is going all out w/ decorations like getting tags for things that say "eat me" and "drink me." I need to find a garish outfit and have real outlandish makeup--maybe Ill wear my red, heart shaped glasses.
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[02 Sep 2008|08:16pm] |
Im going to try and make it brief:
Gossip Girl:
Blair/Chuck. Oh, angst! Oh, love! I adore them. They do no wrong in my eyes. Im so excited for them. They still have IT. Chuck is fhfhsdjkfhsjkd amazing.
Lord whatever. Richie & I were watching and simultaneously burst out laughing when he went from American to Brit in 2 seconds. Blair's wtf face was priceless. I think that is a stupid plot point, but whatevs.
Dan/Serena. Dan is a fucking putz! Serena is stupid for taking his douche ass back. Seriously. And I like how Serena's grandmother turned nice when Dan becomes a total dickwad.
Nate/Serena. I kinda liked them. But they're make out scene was too....frenzied for lack of a better word. CALM DOWN.
Everyone else. Jenny still sucks/Rufus is still hot.
One Tree Hill:
L/P. As soon as I saw the stupid dream sequence, I knew the episode was going to be horrible. Richie burst out laughing and wouldnt stop and proclaimed he "hates this show so much." LP getting together was good and all, but I still feel that it was out of left field. I really think that Mark needs to stop writing this show like a bad fucking soap opera. He's drifted so far from season 1. Some of it is plain embarassing.
N/H. Eh. They were okay. But Q teaching Jamie to dance isnt funny/cute. It made me roll my eyes. ALOT.
Dan/Nanny Carrie. Again. Bad, very bad, soap opera. It was horrible. I called the end right when the episode started. I cant believe he went this route. Maybe Peyton's stalker can come back again and join forces, dead or not. Way too campy.
Brooke. She was tolerable. But I feel like they are demonizing her mother as much as possible in order to get us to sympathize w/ Brooke. Esp w/ the end. I felt like *I* was getting beaten over the head when being made to like Brooke. No thx. But serious wtf @ the theif beating the shit outta her.
Millicent/Mouth. FUCK YES MOUTH IS GONE. It's like my prayers were answered. Won't miss his loser ass.
Deb/Skills. Stupid.
Fin.
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[01 Sep 2008|11:47am] |
Richie finally got home last nite around 8p or so. Apparently, when he got into SA, he looped around instead of leaving town and lost about 45 minutes. lol. But he got here. I was so happy because I was bored & missing him.
We both decided we are moving out of the house within the next few weeks. Im moving back home & so is he. We are going to save up & then get another apt. &we are also going to plan a trip to Fredericksburg, I think. Idk, we shall see.
I feel like alot of stuff was going wrong but Im hoping that's done. He came back from ATx w/ a new attitude and I like it.
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[28 Aug 2008|09:43pm] |
I AM NEVER FUCKING HAVING CHILDREN. DEAR GOD BURN MY WOMB!!!!!
The crying has GOT to stop.
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[28 Aug 2008|08:45am] |
I am at my wit's end. I need to get the hell out of this house.
The children...the walls closing in...no thank you. And to top it off, we had an electric bill of $600something dollars two weeks ago. And then today they assessed a new bill of $500 something. Im supposed to shit out money, I guess. And I feel like its crushing me, like its on my shoulders. Im the one who deals with the finances and I just want to throw the burden onto someone else sometime. And to top it off, Richie is going to ATx for a trip that we cant even afford right now. Joyous. My options are limited on what my next steps are. Im just so frustrated.
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[26 Aug 2008|10:02pm] |
The author who wrote '100 things to do before you die' died. There is a glimmer of irony. But that's not what this is about. I started thinking about death. I don't want to die here, being a no one and a nothing. I want to go places. I felt kind of enlightened in a wierd way. I don't know if I could make 100, so I found Forbes 10:
-Make a pilgrimage.
-Eat a meal good enough to be your last.
-Climb your own Mount Ventoux.
-Memorize a poem and pass it on.
-Make an enemy for life.
-See for yourself that the earth is round.
-Forgive someone.
-Take someone you love to the Camera degli Sposi.
-Defy gravity.
-Let someone else have the chance you missed.
I've decided to read more T.S. Eliot
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